It's been 9 days since the come down and I'm still feel strange. I suppose it's going to be like this for awhile. I wonder if it's really affected anyone else as much as it has with me. I mean...I got terribly sick afterwards and I feel like I'm in a constant state of unconciousness. I keep asking myself- am I dreaming? I keep expecting sometime strange to happen. I suppose thats why I'm also in this constant state of anxiety. I'm even anxious in my dreams and I wake up to my body tense and shaking from an abnormal panic attack. I've been having them (i think) every night. Actually, now that I think of it...this all makes sense.


Am I dreaming?