I'm not quite sure what the fuck I'm doing.
For a split second I thought I did and then it disappeared.
I suppose I could just be getting a little too excited about all of this.

Calm down.

I've been listening to my songs over and over and over.

I'm trying to block out the fact that I was the one to record and perform this music and listen to it as if I am just some random person listening to someone elses music.

Obviously I have found this to be completely impossible.

I feel immensly accoplished on my recordings and what I have done but there is something missing.

http://www.myspace.com/conundrumofnuclearthought

I've done it now.
Put my heart and soul all over the web.