I'm starting to panic.

An incredibly strange thing just occurred.
I was laying down trying to go to sleep and started to remember the dream I had last night which led me to remember a dream I had awhile back and for about 10 or 15 minutes straight I started remembering multiple dreams I've had in the past....and not only a few months ago but years and years ago.
When it first started to happen I thought 'woah it's weird that I'm recalling this much of that dream' and it just kept continuing. One memory led me to another memory and another and another. I can't tell if it was a series of dreams I had in just one night and I'm just remembering it as separate dreams throughout the years or if it really was separate dreams throughout the years that I kept confusing for one another that triggered a spark....and part of me feels like I may even just be putting false memory of dreams into my head.

What the hell, dude?
I need to go to sleep.

mmmm
Nothin' like coffee and pizza in the mornin'.

It's been 9 days since the come down and I'm still feel strange. I suppose it's going to be like this for awhile. I wonder if it's really affected anyone else as much as it has with me. I mean...I got terribly sick afterwards and I feel like I'm in a constant state of unconciousness. I keep asking myself- am I dreaming? I keep expecting sometime strange to happen. I suppose thats why I'm also in this constant state of anxiety. I'm even anxious in my dreams and I wake up to my body tense and shaking from an abnormal panic attack. I've been having them (i think) every night. Actually, now that I think of it...this all makes sense.


Am I dreaming?

Oh my god.
I can never listen to Riders on the Storm or Touch Me (or any doors song for that matter) the same EVER again.
Shit.
It's been almost a week and I'm still not feeling normal.

My heart will explode in 5 4 3 2....